Archive for March, 2008

Into the Wild

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The story of Christopher McCandless is well known by some, but not by most. It is the story of a young man who left behind the comforts of the world in order to pursue a simpler life, one that would ultimately lead to a lonely death. His story is both inspiring and troubling, empowering and horrifying. After graduating from Emory University in 1990, Chris journeyed across the country and ultimately found himself in the remote Alaskan wilderness, where he spent some time living in an abandoned bus. The exact cause of his death is still unknown…some have suggested accidental poisoning while others have maintained that he simply starved.

I attended graduate school at Emory University for three years and, until the day I graduated, I never once heard the story of Christopher McCandless. I was only privy to it that day because Sean Penn filmed pieces of the graduation ceremony for the film that he was making about the events that transpired in the Alaskan wilderness. Had there not been a movie retelling the story, I’m not sure that I would have ever heard it or been forced to think about it.

I watched Into the Wild for the first time last week and, just the other day, I had a discussion about the movie, specifically pertaining to the value it holds, if any at all.  The following post is a reflection on that conversation.

There is something to be said for a person who will abandon the comforts that surround them.  A car, a roof over our heads, a bank account and assurance of our next meal…these are things that we too often take for granted.  Because we fail to see these things as anything other than givens, we often forget the troubles that they can and do bring.  Christopher’s story is inspiring, first of all, because of his refusal to let material goods define who he was.  His family was able and willing to send him to a good school where he was fortunate enough to obtain a good education as well as a degree to prove it.  After graduation, however, he refused to tow the party line that insisted on his finding a job and becoming “successful.”  Instead of seeking material wealth, he donated the contents of his savings account to charity and disappeared.  In the eyes of society, he became the definition of unsuccessful.

After wandering through the country for some time, Christopher found himself in the Alaskan wilderness, living in an abandoned bus and eating off the land.  In a style similar to that of Thoreau, he was learning to live deliberately.  He no longer had the luxury of grocery stores or gas stations, and every action had to be intentional and well-planned.  His solitude prohibited him from blaming anyone for his successes or failures…all responsibility fell on him and him alone.

It is tempting to view the life of Christopher McCandless as an example, one that we should seek to imitate.  Society has much to offer, but if we are not careful it can turn us into people that we should not be.  Many of us are told from a young age that the point of college is to empower you to make money.  Money enables you to buy things.  If you have more money, you can buy more things.  Presumably, when you have more things, you will be a happier person.  Christopher refused to buy into this lie, and instead he ran in the opposite direction.

Does this mean that his life is an example?  I’m going to argue that it does not.  His life is not an example, but that does not mean it cannot be an inspiration.  Moving to the wilderness after cutting ties with family and friends is extreme, but it makes a powerful statement that cannot be ignored.  Our identities do not rest in the things that we acquire or in the money that we make.  The primary goal of education is not to make money, it is form character.  To be a “productive” member of society means that we constantly strive to make our world a better place.  This can only be accomplished through our relationships, a fact that Christopher only realized when it was too late.

We have the benefit of seeing his story from above, from beginning to end.  We see what a life looks like when it is lived alone, and we see where a life as such can lead.  When we view this solitary existence in comparison to a life defined by a lie, we find ourselves in an interesting middle ground.  Material possessions are not evil in themselves, but they can lead us to a selfishness that rivals reclusiveness.  True authentic living requires that we exist in relationship with others, and that we define our lives by those relationships.  There are problems in our society, but these problems will not be solved by moving to the wilderness and abandoning those we love.

The story of Christopher McCandless is as inspiring as it is tragic, and we would do a grave injustice by simply dismissing him as an extremist who has nothing to teach us.  His actions and their outcome teach us that, while society and wealth can destroy us, the same can be said about solitude.  Instead of dismissing “success” or “wealth” as evil, we must learn how to define them responsibly, which involves refusing to be defined by them.  We must learn to view our lives in relation to others and seek to strengthen those relationships in ways that acknowledge the intrinsic value of human existence.

Air Travel, aka Punishment

This past weekend, I was fortunate enough to attend my grandmother’s 90th birthday party. Unfortunately, this required me to spend some time in airports and aboard airplanes. I’m not a fan of either, to tell you the truth, and the only reason I tolerate them is that they generally lead me to a place that I enjoy. The more time I spend in airports, however, the more I realize that the entire institution of air travel is really little more than punishment concealed.

These days, you pay good money for the “privilege” of flying, unless you are fortunate enough to have a ticket purchased with air miles. Even then, you had to spend money to get there. After forking over serious cash, you are expected to be at the airport early, in most cases around 2 hours before you fly. If you are not there on time, they might give your ticket to someone else. If I am going to pay you to bring me somewhere, I would like to not sit in the airport for 2 hours.

The 2 hours spent in the airport is highly conducive to spending more money. There are hoards of people milling about, and like you most of them are waiting for a flight. The noisy crowds give you a headache, which then prompts you to enter one of the many retail establishments and purchase Tylenol. How much does Tylenol cost at the airport? A LOT! And, of course, you cannot take Tylenol without water or food, so you waltz over to a crappy restaurant and purchase a turkey sandwich and water. These three things cost about as much as your ticket.

Lets back up a little bit and spend a little bit of time in the security line. Ever since 9/11, the security employees have had an unquestionable license to be rude to everyone that they encounter. Sure, there are exceptions to this rule, but the majority of these employees treat you as if you just slapped their mother and expect to get away with it. You have to take your computer out of your bag and put it in a separate tray. Then, you must remove your belt, shoes, wallet, keys, change and cell phone. There you stand, in your socks, waiting for the poorly trained guard to call you through the metal detector. Whats that? You forgot to take that quarter out of your pocket? PUT IT IN THE TRAY AND GET BACK IN LINE! I suppose this is a good thing…you don’t want people to take over the plane with their pocket change.

Fast forward a tad and join me on the plane itself. Remember I mentioned the good money that you pay for air travel? Well, lets look at what that buys you. First, you get a seat that would be better suited in a Turkish prison. It is rock hard and it smells of the last person who sat there. Plus, there will be someone next to you who you may or may not like. The likable ones leave you alone. The bad ones talk your ear off for two hours. Luckily, there is food. Oh wait, you have to purchase that. If you don’t want to purchase it, you get pretzels and a soft drink. Then, you have to use the restroom. Oh wait, the fasten seatbelt sign is on, so you must stay seated. God help you and your children if you choose to get up while the seatbelt sign is on.

Air travel in recent years has become somewhat like being sent to your room without dinner. You have to sit relatively still and be quiet for several hours without having dinner. You aren’t allowed to have any toys for some of the flight, and the people put in charge of you act like you are ruining their day. Of course, there are exceptions…Midwest Airlines.